In October of 2008, just before Horndawg Productions was incorporated and just before "Stray Dawgz" our first release, came out, I had gotten the "brilliant" idea of making money via affiliate links. Only I didn't know how any of that worked! Me being me, I forged ahead anyway and bought the domain name that would allow The Horndawgz Playground to come to life. Of course, I didn't think it would take nearly as long as it has. All I can say is that if The Horndawgz Playground were a real baby, the 9 months are up. Time to push this puppy out! So, after a lot of heavy breathing, pushing really, really hard and busting my ass learning about affiliate links, applying for them, as well as working for a friggin' genius with that stuff (thanks, Jay!) I've given one final push and guess what? I DIDN'T FART!

Instead, The Horndawgz Playground is now ready to come out. In fact, I feel like I'm crowning at the moment. But the new baby should be out tomorrow, Thursday, July 2nd. Be sure and check it out.

Though we're hoping to make some money with The Horndawgz Playground via affiliate links, it is also our personal goal to bring attention to people in the industry we might have worked with, a product we might have used, and other amateur porn producers. We're planning on showcasing different studios as well as giving personal reviews on DVD's we've seen or websites we've joined and tried personally. Another thing we want to do is feature different artists whose work we enjoy.

Please note that the only reason why we didn't want to roll all of this into the Horndawg Productions blog was simply to keep the first one on a more personal level. We didn't want our other interests, or the pimping of affiliate links, to overshadow the multitude of experiences we've been having, and will continue to havem with filming for Horndawgz.

We hope you like the new blog and that you subscribe to The Horndawgz Playground. Just enter your e-mail in the space provided. And if you have any interests you'd like us to explore, an artist whose work you'd like to see featured, or if you have an adult site you'd like us to review, be sure to drop us a line. As time permits, we will do everything we can to get them out to play at The Horndawgz Playground!

As always, thanks for reading and feel free to comment or forward to those who may find this of interest.

        

Words cannot possibly describe how happy we are that "Dawg Eat Dawg" is now complete. Our distributor has received the package with all the appropriate items and will soon be in the process of doing the magic they do to get "Dawg Eat Dawg" released on time. It is scheduled for Friday, July 10. You last read about "Dawg Eat Dawg" here.

        

Is if life weren't hectic enough . . .

In my spare time, I finally decided it was the right opportunity to launch Johnny Miles right off his ass and cast him out into the world. Yes, my alter-ego now has his own website! It's more of an on-line visual resume.

My goal, excuse me, Johnny's goal is to attract people who need erotic writing, adult film editing using a Mac and iMovie software, camera work, as well as studios who might be interested in filming a slightly used, hairy latin, daddy bear with a little extra. Some simple website design work, using iWeb, would be helpful as well.

Visit Johnny Miles now and let him know what you think of the sight. Feel free to forward to those who might be able to use his services.

And, as always, thank you for reading!

        

So, here we are, a couple of days from the end of June. While cities across the country are just gearing up for summer, sunny South Florida has been battling it for a while now. And we are sweltering!

As far as I'm concerned, the Dawg Days of Summer are here. Hmmm. I think that sounds like another title in the making!

It's brutal here in Fort Lauderdale. I don't even want to leave the house unless it's nightfall! Sad thing is we still have July, August and September before it starts to cool down again.

The past few months have been spent working with RawTop via the internet. I'm really enjoying that! I'm also doing some writing, working on my novel and, yes, editing. And guess what? We're done with our latest title! YAY! Can I get a Hail Mary, Amen and Hallelujah? Fuck. It's taken a while, I know. I think in part it was because I find it far more difficult to edit our own stuff than it is to edit someone else's. And for those of you who know what editing is like, by the time you get to the end -- where you have to view the DVD from beginning to end -- you're like, oh god. If I have to look at this one more time . . .

But you get past it and then it's suddenly over. Whoosh! Like childbirth. There are a few things we still need to do -- DVD label artwork for our personal copies and the models, trailer, filing of paperwork -- but the rest is all done. The Master Copy was burned Thursday night while sleeping as it takes a long time and it's best to leave the computer alone or the Master will get fucked up. And the really cool thing about that was that it only took one try! Then, Friday morning while folding clothes, I viewed it and checked for any glitches, pixelation, etc. And off to the Post Office it went. Wipe hand across the brow. WHEW!

As it stands now, the folks at AMVC say it should be available for purchase July 10th; thanks David and AMVC gang! We're hoping it does well as there are several people suddenly starting to e-mail and call but the cash flow just isn't there. And I'm hesitant to tap personal money anymore as it is a bit limited and I have to make it stretch a bit further.

I just hope that after it's released, AEBN doesn't sit on the streaming end of things the way they have with A Dawg & His Bone; which has yet to come out, even after 8 weeks of being with them. Very frustrating and best not go there or I start getting, no pun intended, pissed.

I'm still gainfully unemployed, though I feel that things are beginning to truly gel for me working for myself, from home. That's something I still need to continue to visualize, with more detail, so I can release it to the universe as lately, what I think of seems to manifest itself. Except for the tax-free million dollar inheritance from some rich, distant relative.


At any rate, the title of our latest release is "Dawg Eat Dawg." It stars Rocky C. and Jesus Gutierez. We hope to have the trailer together for sometime next week. Stay tuned for that. In the meantime, for pictures of the two models, click here. They are the first set of pics.

Depending on how this DVD sells, we hope to bring back Jesus. He was the sexy, top Cuban Daddy, bald, tattooed, big balls. For his pictures, click here, then scroll towards the bottom. We won't be able to bring back Rocky, however. He was the cute, adorable one I developed a silly school girl crush on; the one with all the tattooes and piercings and luscious red lips. SLURP! Anyway, he and ihs girlfriend will have moved to Jamaica by then. Sad for us, good for him as it's something he says he's wanted to do for a while now. For reminder pics of Rocky, click here. Then scroll down towards the very bottom.

So, I guess I'll stop rambling now. Until the next entry, at which time we hope to have the trailer ready for "Dawg Eat Dawg!" Thanks for reading!

        

It was bound to happen sooner or later. Getting political. I try to keep my mouth shut, but, sometimes I just can't.

I found the videos below to be very empowering. The first, simply because there are so many of us, from all walks of life. Imagine what we, as a cultural/ethnic group could accomplish if we could only join forces.

Now, this is my first time embedding video code so I hope it works.



This next video I found to be empowering because the gay youth of the world just don't seem to want to take the same bullshit we have put up with. I hope the next generation can move further along. I don't know who organized it but the video is fun and the song is catchy. It is Lily Allen, singing, "Fuck You." And if the video doesn not show, please click here to view the video.

        

It's nearly one in the morning and I can't sleep. Not sure why, really. I know I have a lot on my mind; but then I always do. No matter what I do I can't seem to quiet the brain. I've already jerked off once. Normally that does the trick. When I cum it makes me sleepy. Not so this time.

        

I'm back and it's done. One of the guys doing the informal interview, asked a key, and crucial, question.

"Is your heart still in it?"

And without even realizing it, I said no. It just . . . came out. But then, I think these past few days have shown me that. I don't know why I was so damned surprised. I mean, seriously, I should not have been loosing sleep if my heart truly wanted to go back to my previous employer.

        

So here we are, June 1st. Nearly two weeks after coming back home from New York and I'm finally feeling like I'm back on my game. It only took getting out of my funk, retraining my brain to push away negative patterns I fell back into when I visited my family, and getting back to some structure and a schedule.

        

It's 8:44 p.m., e.s.t. on Monday, Memorial Day.

Niko is upstairs getting ready for a shower. All the critters, minus Wild Thing, are down here with me, napping. You can read about Wild Thing's passing here.

I came back to Fort Lauderdale last Tuesday and have had a difficult time readjusting myself mentally, physically and spiritually. Still am, in fact. I wish it was as easy as simply readjusting my balls and cock like when I'm not wearing underwear; all the goodies just stick to my thigh and they have to be peeled apart before I sit down or when I stand up.

This last trip to NYC was very different. It was 2 weeks, as opposed to last year's necessary visit of 6. Although last year's visit was emotionally painful due to my mom's breast cancer diagnosis (click here for details on that visit), I at least had some focus with working on a daily basis, no family drama.

And even through the worst of it, mom and I had some really good bonding moments last year. She showed me that although she was my mom, she was a woman first; beautifully human and fantastically flawed, just as we all are.

I know this is not quite what you want to read about in a porn blog. However, for me, porn is very intricately involved in my daily life. It's very difficult to simply pull out this part of me and just write about porn.

The good thing about this most recent trip to NYC is that it's over. I'm back home with Niko, and, although I came down with a fever while I was up there, a day and a half before I was scheduled to return, I'm doing much better. Still not quite motivated to do work, but stumbling some and going through the motions.

The fever was so bad I actually had to wear a hat as well as sweats and a nice, thick comforter.


The other cool thing is that I got to work with rawTop, whom you can read about by clicking here. It was fun getting to know him, getting to work with him and getting to share a bottom with him! You can read about that, by clicking here. Both, rawTop and his partner are very nice and easy to be with. In fact one of the main reasons for extending my trip to NYC from one week to two, was because I wanted to meet rawTop and, hopefully, get to do some work for him from home as part of my continuing quest to remain self-employed. As opposed to working for someone else.

For now, I leave you with another picture of a sign I found to be comical. This is from last year, at Coney Island Hospital, when I went with my mom and literally spent the entire day waiting to be called. We both knew what the sign meant and what it was for. We also knew it was silly to laugh at it, but it was very Beavis and Butthead mixed in with some Peter Griffin. Besides, without humour, even sex is bull and doring. Yeah. it's like that. I was going to fix it but, what the fuck.

More to come.

        

It is Monday, May 4. I'm racing against time as I still have a review to edit and submit, a piece of furniture to put together for a neighbor (she usually gives me some pocket money in exchange), and I have to pack and get ready for my flight. Oh yeah, I almost forgot, I have an Apple Training class later at 2:00 which means I have exactly one hour to do all of those things in!