Waiting To Exhale
It's Sunday morning, 11:00 a.m.
I'm nervous as hell; at least internally. In 30 minutes, our phone will ring and Rocky C or Jesus Gutierez will be at the gate for us to let them in. We are supposed to be filming our very first amateur session with two very hot guys. Both tops, no fucking. But hopefully everything else will happen.
I'm nervous because I keep thinking, will they show? Will they call at the last minute and back out of the session? And if they show up, will they like each other? Good God, I hope so. I feel like even with all that we've learned in the past year, this is going to be our graduation.
Niko is walking about now checking the lighting, setting up the tripod, as I write this and hold my breathe; waiting to exhale.





Ahhhh, yes, I know that feeling all too well! Even though I've been filming scenes for well over a year now, I still get all tense and nervous and excited/terrified before each video-shoot, especially when it's with a new model. I hope everything worked out?
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