Yesterday, I embarked on a brand new venture that has taken several months to work itself out: filming content for another producer. Mature Gay DVDs.

You would think that I would be okay with filming for another producer since we've already had 6 releases within 12 months. Granted, they were for our own line but all the work that went into it included advertising for the models, meeting with them, recruiting, filming, editing, and packaging paperwork and Master DVDs to get everything out to our distributor, AMVC.

But I was nervous. Not only was I looking at things through someone else's eyes. I was looking for new things and had a slightly different set of directives in mind. I was also working with a brand new camera, a new location, a photographer, and with people watching.

Turns out the shoot wasn't so bad after all! David, the son, was really great. So was Lamar, the Dad. They both hit if off right away and had great chemistry between them. Problem is we didn't want them to cum too soon. I think this, more than anything, gave Lamar a very bad case of stage fright. Performing under pressure for a cum scene is not the easiest thing in the world. I know. I've been there.

After many tries – where the son did all sorts of things to help out Dad – the helpers were sent away. Two and a half hours later, still no cum. So, we had to reschedule. The footage itself looks great. So do the photos. Hopefully, the folks at Mature Gay DVDs will understand.

And I'm doing the best I can to push away a nagging doubt. What if they don't return?